MY FaMiLy

... what should i write??
what should i express??
whom should i write about??
what should i write about??
how should i describe them??
all these questions asked themselves, when i wanted to write about my amazing, caring, lovely, and real family...

you can never know the preciousness of your family, until you leave them...
i had to leave, my country, family, relatives, friends... and everything connected to 16 years of my life, to start a totally new life, with a new culture, family, friends and people...

AUG 8TH 2007 a date where my life switched from a style to another, it was like the same person trying to experience a life of two...

from the moment i steped on the plane, all emotions a feelings during 16 years of my life started to slap me, i was scared, thinking of the way i have to leave my childhood and part of my teenage, and start all new life... the most thing that bothered me, was the great amount of memories that came to my mind about my family... the nights and nights my mother spent awake all night to watch me when i was sick, the hard times my parents passed through, to afford for us a life full of pleasure... the moments where they had to carry us and run from bad circumstances of the war... the times i spent with my two sisters, fighting, playing and living a sweet life any family lives...

i wanted to step back... go to my mom, hug her, and tell her that i won't ever leave her... but something was stoping me, and telling me, to look for the future and i started thinking that this is life, you can't live it in a stable way without any

fate or freewill

Is ur life a story already written, n u just live it??? Is it that thing that is called "fate or destiny"???
or is it a story u write minumte by minute, without an eraser????

Well... in my opinion both of these ideas are totally wrong, life is a mix of destiny and will...
try to imagine ur life... the closest example... u can find things that u made, and already planned, and u can find things that came by it self, without even seeing them coming...

SO FATE OR FREEWILL??? IN MY OPINION IT IS NOT THAT MUCH LOGIC QUESTION...
IT SHOULD BE FATE AND FREEWILL...